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Disintegration

by Behold the Void

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1.
Distant 02:38
I don’t care anymore, now nothing tears me apart. I don’t care if the world drowns in our blood. Even if the sun goes down and never comes back, I will be watching from a far. So distant and cold. Resistant to all. I turn my back on everything, I have abandoned all doubts, I have submerged in the bliss - my never ending blackout. For I am lost in visions, lost in depths... in the prison of my consciousness. I don’t care anymore, now nothing tears me apart. I don’t care if my body is gonna be buried in mud. Even if the worms have a feast on my wreck I will be watching from a far. Forever.
2.
The Light 03:02
Where is the light that was promised to me? Even the blackness distorted in here. This cage is so small. Those pictures…disturbing. Those pieces of the past where I kept all of myself. This sequence contained me and now it’s nothing but a twist of hallucinations interwoven with my perception. It’s all in my head where it all gathers and go into blackness. It’s hiding from me! Give me a chance to see it again, to touch what I was, to feel that again. Where is the light that was promised to me? I’m seeing forbidden exit from here...
3.
Fall into the twist of an agonizing entropy till you find the apex of the sensory atrophy. As you go deeper and deeper your bones are getting thinner and thinner. Never letting you go, never going to stop. Eating your tired flesh and turning you into the dust. Endless... Merciless... It is the time, It surrounds you so tightly. It is our doom - Order almighty! And fall again into the twist of an agonizing entropy till you find the apex of the sensory atrophy.
4.
Eternal destruction is all what I see. I have forgotten all colours and there is no life I can feel. When everything is black, the only picture I see: Forever dying existence... Encircled in death I shatter I fall apart. Never will be here and never will be warming. Just a phantom of a reason that can keep you whole. Only your disgusting presence to ensure my fall. My regrets and disappointment - all things will be forever gone.
5.
Do you see plots and schemes? Incomprehensible structures. They know where to hide...they know how to trick you...they lurk behind reflections of eyes... Every word is a lie - an embodiment of reality’s fiction. And it will continue... You dig down to its roots leaving all those scars on your mind. You dig down to its roots and you know there’ll be no light. Plots and schemes weave their web around me. I wish there was nothing to hear and nothing to see.
6.
Blindfold 02:51
Discorded, unbalanced, tricked by itself. You’re the puppet of your inner self, the victim of your own blindfold. Through layers of fear no one can see...No one at all! Break the fear of self destruction. Break the fear to lose it all. For there is no need to sustain all that pain. Break the fear of self destruction. Break the fear to lose it all. Stop that voice it’s driving me mad. There is no space in my head. I just want silence. Stop that voice it’s driving me mad. There is no space in my head. I just want silence.
7.
Enemy 03:43
I am here I’m by your side. Your greatest fear that came to live, the pain that you beg to subside the enemy that dwells inside. You’re wandering around the maze. This place has no life, it’s poisoned wasteland that you call your mind. As you see the Void surrounds you...do you think it’s just a nightmare? No! Pathetic being of yours is mine. This crumbled body and shivering soul can’t bear my impossible essence anymore. I am here I’m by your side. My voice is what you hear at night. My presence makes you wanna cry. I am what you hope to fight, but I am here I am by your side.You’ll never feel a touch of light. It doesn’t matter how much you try, I’ll be with you until you die.
8.
This sickness is taking over me and bringing me down to my broken knees. Its shattering sound cracks open my head and erases all traces of sanity. Even reflection is almost forgotten… Decay of all structures has begun. It is reality, It has revealed its perverted image. There is a veil I can’t see trough and the voice still calls me... ...so persistent and violently spellbinding. It calls me to run then to hide in the kingdom of silence. The realm with no future. For the knowledge I receive is tormenting and challenging my every intention, my very desire to live. I wake in pain, I bathe in sorrow to wash away this delusion, to reveal it all. I have to run away from the emptiness that devours my fleeting existence. I have to run away from the emptiness. I run away to the realm of dreams.
9.
Agonia 03:04
Instrumental
10.
Here comes so desired silence and serenity, when you can feel the breath of eternity, as it blows your skin away...away. Nothing will left of you, nothing will left of me. We will all go together, disappear so perfectly. And now I face this disintegration within ongoing insanity Deconstruction…piece by piece. Destroy this body, there is nothing to keep. Push back the past, deny the future. Forget yourself, dissolve with me… With me you will go to the place of your sleep. It’s so deep… Now annihilation comes to me. I was doomed to live, I was doomed to be a fluctuation of existence.

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Blackened progressive deathcore as a wrap for a story of disintegrating man. Slow and inevitable descent into madness alone with his inner demons.

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released June 25, 2020

Music - Evgeny Novoseltsev
Lyrics - Daniil Kaverin
Recording - Amin Shadmanov
Mix and mastering - Buster Odeholm
Drums - Bryce Butler

Special thanks to our director Mikhail Shatashvili who also helped us with the album cover and to Elijah Hoffmann for promotion.

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Behold the Void Moscow, Russia

Metal band from Moscow. Since 2015.

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